the blahs are better.

It has been one of those days…the kind where nothing seems right, the don’t look at me, don’t speak to me, definitely don’t touch me, spit fire kinda day. The weather outside suits my mood just perfectly- overcast, rainy, just over all blah. I hate this feeling, this kind of day. I honestly do try to change the way I feel because when I do feel so mad all that I actually feel like doing is crying. However, I am so very stubborn that I feel like I HAVE to see this “mood” thru. I don’t really like to use these entries for complaining, moaning or talking about bad, nobody wants to read junk like that, a war of words- yuck! It’s Friday for goodness sake, CRYSTAL, SNAP OUT OF IT!!! Count to ten, breathe, think about sunshine and rainbows. Done, done and done! Now, let’s see if that works…(watches the time pass). Maybe, it helped a little. Hopefully my ranting doesn’t rub off on anyone- that can happen ya know. We are headed to my cousins football game tonight in Marion- he is a varsity football player and I am excited to go (as excited as I can be in my state of mind), our clothes are all laid out color coordinated for team spirit, of course- camera laid out ready to snap some shots and get a picture of Lo and Ryan- after all it is his first football game! Tomorrow we are having a yard sale to get rid of some of our junk, it’s combined one my house and mom’s. It’s Labor Day so we figured it would be a pretty good time to give it a go. I’m not looking forward to getting up that early and then of course people wanting to just steal my belongings right out from under me, but what can I say- that is what a yard sale is. A bunch of thieves (I kid, I kid!) I have recently found out about some awesome new editing “plug ins” for Photoshop which I am in love with, you would have thought I was a kid in a candy store yesterday downloading free ones- yes free...now you see why it was worthy of so much excitement! They are expensive to buy, or seemingly expensive, so getting free ones (a lot of free ones at that) was just spectacular.
The sun is slowly coming out and I am feeling a little bit better; I reckon things are looking up on my end.

*This was wrote earlier in the day…therefore I can update in the same entry. The day did get better, much better. We had a great time at the game and always a blast at dinner afterwards. It’s time to call it a night and get prepared for a very early morning! Happy Labor Day weekend, readers hope yours is filled with lots o’ fun!