...to pick the very best one.

"Sometimes the easiest decision...is the hardest to make."-Me

Inny, minnie, miny, moe...Only if decisions were ever so easy to make. Are all decisions hard, or maybe I should say do they HAVE to be hard? Me, I think that its me that makes things harder than they really are...sometimes. I think when it comes to simple things, simple thoughts, simple questions, simple tasks, simple...easy decisions- I make them more difficult than they really are because I over think EVERYTHING. I have expectations for myself and out of life and I want the BEST out of every situation, therefore, I over think things to make sure that it is, just that- the best...because that's what is deserved.

"Life is just a series of trying to make up your mind."

"The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live." I am in a place, like the picture you see above, and I am wondering what door I (we) should open, what path should be taken. What will be the best for our family, for Logan as he grows older, for our future and for each of us individually. I think that it MIGHT be an easy decision, but the "factors," our "pro and cons" make the decision harder than it REALLY is, its a big deal and we are prone to "over think" it. We can't make a rash decision, right?!?! When its such an important thing as our future. I do it more often than not, not just with the BIG stuff, but the small stuff that really is easy. The path has already been laid out- the decision has already been made, our lives are held in the palm of His hands, trusting that is hard for me- its a challenge, one in which I am having to learn on a daily basis. I always wish that I knew what tomorrow held because at times I like the "control" of it and yet I so enjoy the wonder and mystery of life. I...simply...want to get it right. Make the right decision- big or small, easy or hard.

I am so glad to have made the decision of my life's love, my "partner in crime"- and my darling little boy. They are the easiest decisions that I have ever made- the best decision, the most rewarding- day after day after day. They bring life to my life, they are the center of my world and they are in every thought that crosses my mind. Every decision is decided with their lives in mine, and that is always certain.

"Sometimes it's the smallest decision that can change your life forever."

"Living is a constant process of deciding what we are going to do."

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